You never walk alone.

This talk has helped me out so much this past week. I recently made a decision to drop my math 1050 class. A lot of factors played into me making this decision that I won't share but I know that I made the right choice. Now I may be a little behind in completing my schooling, I know with my faith everything will work out how its supposed to. I may or may not like it but I know its in my heavenly fathers hands not mine. He is always by me and always watching over me. At times I feel so alone and I can feel myself going back to that place, I will not allow myself to go back to that place of depression, I WILL NOT let satan win this time. I WANT to be happy, I know I can be happy because happiness is a choice and I choose to be happy. I am incredibly blessed to have support from my family and few friends. I know that dropping a math class ins't that big of a deal but I have worked so hard to get to where I am today, I know some of you may be worried that I won't get through math but I know that its just a few months math free then i'll be back hard at work once again. I will not let satan win, this is just a trial I have to go through and my heavenly father loves me no matter what. I have been promised that I will complete my education successfully. I'm extremely grateful for that blessing and the knowledge that I have, I know its from God, and I know its true.                                                                          

If you are going through a hard time seek the help from family members, bishop's, friends, but most importantly seek the help of your heavenly father. He knows and loves you very much. Its never too late, and you are never too far gone.

This post is completely random but I just want you all to know you NEVER walk alone.

xoxo - kp.

Life Is Beautiful.

"Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard" ~ One Republic

Lately so many of my friends have been either getting engaged, married, or having a baby. Friends I went to high school with, friends my age…. So I ask myself…Why am I not engaged, married, or having a baby?(when those things are all I want, they are the things I dream about). 

This is coming form a girl who is almost 21, never had a boyfriend, and never been kissed. (not bad things at all!!) I often wonder when???? 

When will I get a boyfriend? 

When will I get married?

When will I be able to start a family? 

I think that i'm not good enough for anyone because i'm legally blind….  I mean who wants to date a blind girl?? haha. 

Then I remember that I am a child of God. He has promised me and has let me know that I will get married and I will be a mother. I am forever grateful for that knowledge. 

This is why I have such great faith in my Heavenly Father.
He has given me so many blessings I will never be able to thank him enough.
I can turn to him anytime anywhere and ask him for help, thank him for blessings, or just
simply talk to him. My heart breaks for those who don't have the knowledge
of Heavenly Father that I do. I want everyone to be able to receive his
blessings. 

"Do not underestimate yourself by comparing yourself with others its our differences that make us  unique and beautiful"~Unknown.

Loves Froeves  

Thankful

I've been seeing all these posts about what people are thankful so I thought i'd join the trend.
1. I'm thankful for a loving heavenly father who knows me and loves me for who I am.
2. I'm thankful for the power of prayer.
3. I'm thankful for my wonderful family who loves me so much.
4. I'm thankful for my close friends who I trust and can tell anything to
5. I'm thankful for Lacie her willingness to help me and make me become a better person.
6. I'm thankful for Jalayne and how much she helped me become and get me where I'm at today.
7. I'm thankful for Ashley Kate for being such an amazing friend to me, the light she brings with her is amazing.
8. i'm thankful for food.
9. i"m thankful for money
10. I"m thankful for a roof over my head.
11. i'm thankful for warm clothes
12. i'm thankful for goalball
13. i'm thankful for the chance i have to go to college.
14. i'm thankful for my sight
15. i'm thankful for blessings i receive